We walk on water-swelled soil studded with earthstars, skins
pierced by rain, spores already erupted, and I tell my mother
Now is the closest Mars will be until 2035 and she says
This Halloween moon’s a blue one. The sky’s been deleted
by the sun, so when dark comes I try to remember to look
for Mars’ orange seed briefly fruited into a tangerine, clinging close
to a mistletoe ball of a moon and I try, and fail to remember
the feel of my mother’s small bent body in my arms.
Fiona Cartwright (Twitter @sciencegirl73) is a poet and conservation scientist. Her poems have appeared in various magazines, including Magma, Mslexia, Under the Radar, Interpreter’s House and Atrium. Her debut pamphlet, Whalelight, was published by Dempsey and Windle in 2019 (Fiona Cartwright).
You hang like a stalactite in the blue, a carved bone, walrus tusk. Creature of cold, ethereal, angelic, with the white curves of a Renaissance maid. Goddess, I envy your confidence as you sway towards the glass. Pale hips, hints of knee joints sunk into your tail, blubber in all the right places. No wonder sailors wrote songs about sirens. Your milky dome wobbles with the tilt of your head as you ponder our echoes, our symphonies. Mercurial, messenger from a deeper realm, silent as an iceberg, heavy with cow-like docility. It is mirrored wonder when your beaked lips form a gentle bubble in greeting, peering at us like a child in front of a television screen.
Bex Hainsworth currently teaches in Leicester. She won the Collection HQ Prize as part of the East Riding Festival of Words and her poetry has been published following commendations in the Welsh Poetry, Ware Poets, Beaver Trust, and AUB Poetry competitions.
had two Gloucester Old Spots named Reggie and Violet, bantams in the kitchen, three fingers on one hand, and an earth closet you could see all the poo and wee in.
He loved my grandmother even though he’d just been the lodger, and for years after I’d receive a £1 Premium Bond on my birthday, all of which I still have, but none of the millions hoped for.
At teatime, I’d watch him scurry about like Alice’s rabbit, then later, drowsing in the collapsing chair, he’d rest the metal of his pocket watch against those two unlucky stumps.
Sarah Wimbush has published two pamphlets: Bloodlines (Seren, 2020) and The Last Dinosaur in Doncaster (Smith|Doorstop, 2021). Her first collection Shelling Peas with My Grandmother in the Gorgiolands will be published by Bloodaxe in 2022.
It was the day after my second miscarriage. We stood in a queue for fish and chips. I didn’t feel like cooking. I didn’t feel like doing anything.
Two women ahead of us were deep in conversation: ‘She’s getting a cot from my sister, clothes from Jane’, ‘What a chubby little boy…’ his weight, his date, his toes. How friends rally to a birth.
I thought, how easy for some to drop a sprog, of all our preparations, discussions of names, trips to Mothercare. All that excitement turned into silence and I-don’t-know-what-to-say looks.
Outside we walked between parked cars loathing the Baby on Board bumper-stickers.
Sue Spiers lives in Hampshire and works with Winchester Poetry Festival and the Open University Poetry Society. Her poems have been published in 14, Acumen, Fenland Poetry Journal and Stand, and on-line at Ink, Sweat & Tears. Sue tweets @spiropoetry.
and I recognise that today is a bruised sky blue and purple day: everything readying itself, steadying itself, tasting the turn in the air. Squirrels attack me on my lunchbreak: scale my legs and dive head first into my Pret paper bag and I cannot even pretend to be annoyed: they are so unapologetically sure that I am here to sustain them, so gleefully confident they won’t be harmed. I recognise the date and I want to say that the weather, the sky, the wildlife; that they were all exactly like this – except of course I don’t remember the weather. I don’t even remember the time of day. All I know is that they told me it had happened and that for hours and hours I pretended that it hadn’t: assumed there must have been some ludicrous, laughable mistake. My brain is so good at saying oh, no thank you, not today: it makes everything slippery and lilting and diluted. Even now I can stand in bubbling light and mud and rose green amber splendour, five, no six, no seven years on, covered in fearless squirrels, a nudging ocean of pigeons at my feet, and wonder what you might be up to this weekend: decide I should check in, give you a call, tell you about these squirrels.
Becki Hawkes lives in London, loves being outside and butterflies, and has poems published in Ink, Sweat and Tears, The Shore, Rust + Moth, Brittle Star and Perhappened, among others. Her first pamphlet is published next year by Survision Books. Her Twitter is @BeckiH_678.
Our featured publication for January and February is Erased by James McDermott, published by Polari Press.
“Erased deploys found and erasure poetry to answer back to decades of censorship and homophobia. Removing ‘not’ from Section 28 legislation makes it a riot of celebration; the pluralised UK national anthem, an invocation to ‘save the queens’. Through selecting and reversioning these texts, we see that ultimately, in the witty words of Pride placards, “love is/power/love wins” Caleb Parkin
“McDermott’s new pamphlet quivers with political tension and confirms him as a vital voice of queer British poetry. McDermott changes the narrative of homophobic documents, revisits their language and moulds it into a glittery powersong of wonder and unashamedly queer joy. ‘God save our gracious queens’ indeed” Serge ♆ Neptune
“Erased is a crystallised gem of a collection. Emotive, evocative, and ingenious. Using central conceit that keeps on delivering, James McDermott has uncovered something truly special, an iridescent revision of the canon and our received wisdoms” Rick Dove
“Erased is an act of reclamation and fabulous impudence. The whole pamphlet empowers and validates” Simon Maddrell
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James McDermott’s spoken word collection ‘Manatomy’, published by Burning Eye, was longlisted for Polari’s First Book Prize 2021. James’s pamphlet ‘Erased’ is published by Polari Press. Their poems have been widely published in magazines including Poetry Wales, The Gay & Lesbian Review, The Cardiff Review, York Literary Review, Popshot Quarterly & Atrium. James was shortlisted for Outspoken’s Poetry Prize 2020 in the Performance Category and has been Commended in the Verve Poetry Competition, Winchester Poetry Prize & York Poetry Prize. As a playwright, their plays published by Samuel French include ‘Rubber Ring’ (Pleasance Islington) and ‘Time & Tide’ (Park Theatre). James is also a writer on EastEnders. Follow James on Twitter at jamesliammcd and on Instagram at jamesmcdermott1993. Visit their web site to read more about them and their work here: https://jamesmcdermottwriter.weebly.com
Signed copies of Erased are available to purchase from James McDermott’s website.
I see them as they really are bright pink and slick-clean when, in the start-light, they come to me, choose their veneers for the shine-time. I display their selections in my silver-side; she decides herself, always so well finished, but he needs both our help.
I tend to them faithfully, always ready, not like that upstart, bed, lying around, neither providing nor holding a thing, until they give-up, in the dark-time, go pale and shivering to that lay-about; though sometimes I hear them gasp and moan like they never do with me their treasured veneers tossed to the floor.
But I know they love me, they spray sweet-scent, massage my sides until I gleam. It is me they trust with memories kept in a box at my top, though the lid stays closed.
Sometimes children visit and play inside me; they know me better than I do, find whole worlds in the back of me, their laughter echoing in my chest.
David Thompson is a poet from Droitwich Spa, Worcestershire. His work has featured or is upcoming in Magma, Orbis, The Cannon’s Mouth, The Seventh Quarry and New Contexts: 1 (Coverstory Books, 2021).
Step warily my dear, on slippery earth-paths that thread uphill past ivied trunks away from a world of dull-crack gunshot and quadbike roar. Lift your head instead to light that catches silver on hazel bark.
If, my dear, you find yourself wire-barred – backtrack down, bottom-slide, clutch each handhold branch offered by soft-eyed strangers.
Learn, my friend, to avoid the glisten of sticky opinion. If its mire sucks you in, wave your wing tips and let the pull of air-tides uplift you all the way to the hillfort crown.
Rest there, my love, on an old horse-trough. Gaze at dainty deer track by your feet, scrutinise badger sgraffito. Listen to rook chatter and feel your body fizz. Now you are human-imal, mudful of mind.
Rachael Clyne’s collection, Singing at the Bone Tree (Indigo Dreams), concerns our relationship with nature. Her pamphlet, Girl Golem (www.4word.org) explores her migrant heritage and sense of otherness. She is currently expanding this work into a collection.